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These are poems and lyrics that I have written. Feel free to share them with your friends or foes (but if you steal them, I'll shove a curling iron up your ass)

UNCOMFORTABLE SILENCE

To: Loved Ones who have left me

CHORUS: You're not here when I need you the most

And it kills me to see you turn away

Your uncomfortable silence is what kept me distant

Don't talk till you think about something to say

VERSE1: You left without ever saying good-bye

Your power haunts my head till I start to cry.

There's nothing I can say to make you stay with me

I hate having this negative energy (CHORUS)

VERSE2: I always thought you would be the one forever

The moon seemed to shine brighter when we were together

You said I was an angel. You lied the whole time.

Now your deceitful face won't leave my mind! (CHORUS)

BRIDGE: I can't stop hearing your voice.

And it's to stop feeling you under my skin

Even during the fights, I always wore a smile

Since you were too blind to see the pain within

I ran out of patience and love for you

I can't stand the sight of you anymore

I hope you never forget my love

As I push you out the door (CHORUS)

WHAT I THINK ABOUT YOU To:David Kleinschrodt

Verse 1: My concentration won' get a grip.

I want to imagine loving words from your lips.

I look in the mirror and all I see is you.

I'm trying my best to get over this. Will I ever get a clue?

Chorus 1: I guess you'll never take me back again.

I guess you'll never want to be my friend.

But that's ok. What can I say? I think it's time to confess.

You're immature,incapable,dishonest,heartless

Verse 2: To think how I fell for you and all your words of beauty.

You walk and talk like you've forgotten all about me.

Now you look at another girl in the exact same way.

It's so hard not to lose myself. WHY WON'T THIS GO AWAY?!

Chorus 2: I guess you'll never take me back again.

I guess you'll never want to be my friend.

But that's ok. What can I say? You make me feel so used.

You're too selfish, indecisive, a coward, confused

Bridge:Why do I feel this way? When you never really cared.

All I want to do is forget and burn all the times we shared!

Chorus 3: I guess you'll never take me back again.

I guess you'll never want to be my friend.

But that's ok. What can I say? I think it's time to confess.

You're unreliable, insignificant, pathetic, worthless.

Chorus 4: I'M FINALLY OVER YOU BUT I HOPE YOU REMEMBER ME

SO THAT WHEN YOU'RE SAD AND LONELY, I WON'T BE

I'LL BE TOO BUSY MAKING MUSIC FOR THE WORLD'S EARS

AND YOU'LL BE STUCK INSIDE THIS HOLE DROWNING IN YOUR TEARS!

Today is Your Day   To: Craig

Verse 1: I wish I could be there

To tell you face to face how sweet you were to me

You were one of the few

That understood completely

Chorus: I hate to see you go so soon.

But I know that it's time to say good-bye for a while.

I believe in you and I trust that you'll do fine

Thank you for every day that you made me smile.

Verse 2: I'm so thankful to have you as my friend

You heard me. You helped me. You took me by surprise.

Today is your Day! Live it to the best.

I know you can cuz I see the courage in your eyes

                                                Chorus

Bridge: It's too bad we met too late.

But you'll always be special forever in my heart.

Never keep your head too low. I just had to let you know.

Don't let anything tear your dreams apart.

                                                Chorus

I will miss you Craig!!! You are great!!!

TOO AFRAID

Verse 1: I can't bear all this torture. I cannot stop to dream.

I'm falling 6 feet under. I'm crying myself to sleep

The roads keep on winding and the winds won't settle down.

Am I too weak to see the truth revealed? Am I too deaf to make a sound?

Chorus: All alone is all I am. Chaos and Tears is all I see.

Hateful words is all I hear.I'm too afraid to be me

Verse 2: My heart is being ripped out and my body feels so cold.

It seems like I am slowing down, as if I'm growing old.

The roads keep on winding and the winds won't settle down.

I fell for you too many times. So now I only frown

Chorus

THE SHADOW BEHIND ME

Verse 1: Rising up into my dream

This is not what it seems.

Following what may be guiding me.

I'm drifting into eternity.

Chorus: The Shadow Behind Me won't go away.

A rose for everytime you decide to stay.

Stepping right into my grave for all time.

The shadow behind me won't go away.

Verse 2: Seeing all that is not real.

I've forgotten how to feel.

The walls close around me and won't let me leave.

I'm drifting into eternity

Chorus

Bridge: I just want to hide but I've already died inside.

The darkness inside of me is my destiny.

Chorus

SCARRED FOR LIFE To: Sean Brai

V 1: Hear me calling out.

See me trying to run

Feel me tremble endlessly

Taste my hate for you

Chorus: Scarred for Life, be not afraid.

You didn't care as long as you got laid.

You knew that I was scared and you knew that it would hurt.

But you had to rip me apart anyway.

V 2: Please don't lock the door.

I just want to go back home.

I don't feel comfortable here.

Just leave me alone.

Chorus

Bridge. Why did you leave all these bruises on my heart?

You won't get away with this. You thought you were so smart.

I won't put up with this shit. I just want to kill you. FUCK YOU!!!

Chorus

DESECRATE

Verse 1: I've been touched by your outer flesh.

I am burned to blood and dust.

You never cared that I loved you.

You only cared about the lust.

You wouldn't accept no as an answer.

You had to do things your way.

I tried so hard but it didn't matter

Maybe you'll understand another day.

Chorus: Desecrate my inner being.

Seperate my inner feeling.

Humiliate my inner dreaming.

Why must you hate my inner heart?

Verse 2: This time I've made a big mistake.

Myself nowadays is hard to find.

I was dumb to think you gave a shit.

I've been violated of my mind.

I tried so hard to make you listen.

I tried so hard to make you see.

So you could hear my screams of sorrow

So you can see what you've done to me

Chorus

You are now a true friend.....YAY